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true love !

There’s the moment when you think you think it.

The moment you think you know it.

The moment you know you know it but you can’t quite say it.

The moment when you know you know it and you can’t keep it in any longer.

When is the norm to say I love you ? after a few dates or a few months after a year? How do you know you’re in love ? Is it the butterflies in your stomach or the inability to concentrate on anything besides that one person.  I hate meeting someone and talking to them on the phone a lot of texting them a lot and feeling all gooey and shit inside. I guess hate is too strong of a word I should say I feel weird out of sync. Getting nervous on those first few dates suck  sweating and stomach starts acting weird. Then for the first few weeks you don’t want to fart around this new person you are getting to know  which is one of the hardest things to do for a guy.

What about when you first meet someone can you truly fall in love with someone at first sight ? anyones believe that? has that ever happened to anyone ?  I don’t think it has happened to me yet but the closest to falling in love at first sight was the day I met Lupita. I’ve fallen in like with a few people some more than others but obviously it’s not the same. Maybe I’m just old-fashioned or I take too many crazy pills but people rush into love too fast.

when I saw you


I recently starting to someone and getting to know them. From the get go I explained to her that all I want to do is get to know her and become friends and maybe later one we see what happens. We used to talk everyday and the problem was she lived in another country and It would cost me 2.5 cents a minute to talk to her everyday an hour a day do the math. Some days I would just text her and she started getting upset and accusing me of cheating on her with her best friend who BTW was the one who introduced us.  She would say I’m dating someone else and or that I had a GF.

hiding under porch

So not to be mean and I think this girl is cool and all but that was too fast for me  and now a days I don’t set myself up for failure. She reminded me of past relationships with women with anger management issues,jealousy issues and just plain rushing shit along. Point is she started falling in love with me it seems and I still haven’t met her.  My reputation precedes me I’m funny,smart and handsome but damn pump the brakes on the love rush.  Maybe I’m just taking crazy pills who knows what would you do in a situation like that?  What else could I have done or do in a situation like that.  ? I will end things on a good note and just be friends I don’t need the extra insecure drama in my life. That would be the best thing.