No I don’t want to go out no I don’t want to drink no I don’t want to eat. I don’t feel like doing anything because my heart is broken and I can’t imagine doing anything right now. Things have been so crazy lately. Everything in my life is unstable.Fuck it, in the end its better to face things and move on than to force something that isn’t meant to be.Maybe its good we get hurt like that.
I don’t know about you but it makes me feel impervious to pain kinda like there is nothing left to be afraid of. No ghost is at peace until it finally moves on. I need a change. I’m going to start saying yes more and doing new things and going out on new adventures. Fuck it we only die once.