I might act mean or careless at times but the truth is I care too much. I been through a lot. It seems that I am always sad. I act goofy to make people laugh and to keep myself from feeling sad. I like to be alone but at the same time hate feeling lonely. I wear my heart on my sleeve and ignore my brains logic. Somedays I want to get out the house and go do things other days I just want to stay in and do nothing at all.