I promise I'm done making a fool of myself.

Things ended up bad and super weird between us but I don’t want it to be.  I’m done you don’t have to worry anymore. I’m done trying to get to you I cant do it anymore. I know it was dumb of me to leave you notes and send you an occasional email to try to talk to you again but that was me giving you a chance because I believe in giving a second chance (depends on the person) I’m sorry its taken me this long to figure this out but i promise I’m done making a fool of myself.

So its ok I want things to be ok I forgive you for all the Bullshit you did and put me through not because you deserve my forgiveness but because I deserve peace.  I wont hold nothing against you. All the shit we been through and all the shit we have done together and all the times we were there for each other I guess don’t mean anything anymore since you were the one that let go.

You accused me of trying to get you fired but I swear on my mother I did not snitch on you and just saying if I would have snitched on you I would have told them EVERYTHING and you would have been fired trust me. The way you handled things were childish and irresponsible. I should take most of the blame tho I fell for your lies when I should have known better. The heart wont ask questions when it’s in love even tho the brain is screaming don’t do it reconsider you know her history and ect…

Anyways just wanted to put that out there get it off my chest  this year 2013 is going to be my year  I will carry out all my goals or die trying.