Searching for what I really want in life.

I spent last night thinking about how some of the things I’ve done in the past few months might have been a cry for help of sorts. Dressing a dog up like me,letting my hair and beard grow out of control,not drinking or going out anymore, never wanting to be home and just wanting to sleep all day and play video games a lot  I though i had a general idea of how 2012 was going to go but I was dead wrong.

Not that long ago I realized that I’m searching, searching for what I really want in life and I have absolutely no idea what that is. But I’m going to figure it out. I’ve decided to focus on my health and job and saving up money to buy another car. That’s about all I want to do for now I’m not looking for love anymore not that I’m burnt or anything like that I just want to focus on my goals. Want to shout out to all my haters out there motivating me on thanks !