Sometimes you think your only choices are to swallow your anger or throw it in someones face.

After a breakup you go through a mourning period some last longer than others unfortunately I have a conscious and my memories slowly fade away but some people have the ability to just get rid of you immediately and start their conquest rapidly dating and partying and sleeping with a bunch of people soon after a breakup  Then they brag about that shit and then they go on better dates and do things that they never did with me/you with people they just met and barely know. So my dumb ass used to feel like just another number another notch on this bitches belts.  That sucks because I never got treated that way.

Obviously some of my exes  proved to me that I was never important. Actions speak louder than words.Sometimes you think your only choices are to swallow your anger or throw it in someones face. But there is a third choice you can just let it go and only when you do that it’s really gone and you can move forward. For a while I was upset with the fact that some of my exes were bad girl friends and ended up being  worse  ex girlfriends.

I’m not angry anymore at those people shit i’ve forgiven them my only problem is that I get angry with myself  because I ignored all the signs and warnings and just went with my gut basically.Yes I know I have to let that anger go and I’m working on that. The great thing is I most definitely have learned from my mistakes and I will not do them again perhaps. So much for asking the universe to give you signs about relationships.You can ask the universe for all the signs you want. Ultimately we only see what we want to see when we are ready to see it.

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