Why do I build up everything a female does in my head and twist it and turn it into something else you ask ? . That’s insane I know but I’d rather be like that than be like you. I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there too much but at least I still care. You think you won because men are expendable to you and you may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don’t fall in love that way either. You have not won you are alone.